I feel busy, maybe cause everyone is telling me I’m busy.
But I say I’m not, because it does not feel so.
I feel like my mind and heart is racing ahead of me
Like I’m restless going here and there
doing this and that
and yet achieving nothing.
no sense of achievement
like I haven’t done anything at all.
And when I look back,
I say yeah, I didn’t do much, I really didn’t.
wasted my whole day today, sitting around
jumping here and there
doing pointless stuff
joining discussion but not contributing anything
I feel pointless
WORTHLESS
is this the aftermath feel of exams?
What in the world am I doing man?
anyway, on real updates:
Exams weeeeeeeeeeek was so so so horrible. I’ve no one to blame but myself! I never felt so terrified of exams before. The fear that squeeze your heart and make you tear. The fear that blinds your eyes and make you wish you never left home. I hope I’ll never ever neeeeed to experience that ever again.
And to ensure that, I need to put more consistent effort. Starting tmr, which is when my CDB module starts.
Gambatte yang yang!
I’m sorry but I’m feeling not so positive today, so FML!
I’m fine, it is just part of the ups and downs of life.
^^
